Basically My Life.

So basically my life just sucks. I know every teenager thinks that but mine really does. Let me start from the beginning, I was born on September 13,1996 yeah just the best day right? Also I'm adopted. My life was fine until i hit about 7 then things just blew up from there, I started to do all this stuff my parents made me do all the chores everyday even though i had an older sister about 10 years older than me but nope she was the precious child that got everything...honestly. She got everything she wanted, toys, books, even to go to Disney anytime she wanted. The first time i went to Disney was when I was 13. Not so fun when your older. She has so many pictures of herself at places in this box that my mom has up to about 3,000 photos. There are probably 10 pictures of me total that my parents every took of me. When I was 11 my mom tried to kill me with a machete and had to go to jail for about 9 months only 9 month...really? She now lives with her boyfriend and every other weekend I have to go over there oh joy. I use to have a boyfriend, but he broke my heart, honestly. I gave him everything but he never told anyone we were actually dating we had to keep it a secret... I know i love him I don't go one day without thinking about him, i try to talk to him as friends and he totally ignores me. COMPLETELY! I've gone back out with him at least 7 times every time he broke my heart but even if he asked me out again i would say yes. I know I'm and idiot and this is my life.